Be the Better Person

So on a "side" note I finally decided to drop out of the London Programme last night. I have been mulling it over for quite sometime- giving up a dream is hard, especially when the opportunity is golden. I wanted to throw up I was so sad ect ect I was just kneeling and praying and knew my excuses couldnt go on- too many negatives were piling up. Thinking that with the crap i've delt with since May- I need blessings! so at 2am I logged onto my computer, sent out and email and dropped out. While I know this is something that will take me a long time to get over, I'm just going to keep pushing ahead... I haven't felt so peaceful in months!(although still more to figure out, its a GOOD start)
This next year will be a unique one, so, here's to new beginnings- out with the old, make room for the new. (Minus I'm a loyal/sentimental peron so- all of you who read this: By having this blog address you know I care. By you checking it, i know you care! thanks :)
so, to ring in the new year: here is a look back at my favorite memories and pics of 2006. love you all.